Mercedes' Mind Mirror

If you're joining in kindergarten things are so easy to get along with.You're your silly, small, innocent,forgetful, cute self.So nobody has a problem with it because everybody is more or less the same at that age.A little fight over some silly thing is forgotten before the day ends.That way it's so convenient to get along with the other kids.Its pretty fine till you've reached teenage.It's funny how things go so horribly weird around this time.I don't know about other teens but I get really conscious when among an unfamiliar crowd.So far, going to a new school has been most terrifying for me.I gathered the following over the past 3 months about things you can,can't,should and shouldn't and won't be able to do when you're new(if you are a girl): 1. You just won't be fully satisfied with how things run in this new place.I kept comparing my old school to this new one and realised i had been living in heaven that just looked like hell. 2.Don

I'M BORED!!!!!I have done everything( figuratively ):watched TV,listened to a CD twice...ate..checked facebook..orkut..roamed around the house for no particular reason...called mom..went next door..There aren't enough things to do to beat boredom..I am having exams right now..Like always i seem to have a lot of time for everything during exams,not that i have done with revision..I'm too relaxed about it...I don't know why.I'm not the brightest or fastest in class. In fact I'm really slow(in both ways).A simple math problem would have my brains smoking over it for hours.And when someone shows me how to do it I feel stupid and angry at myself.I confess,there are times when everyone seems to have understood something new and i haven't I am on the verge of tears.I get really angry with myself when I don't understand things as easily as others do.Why don't i ever see the straightest and easiest way to things?!? I came across this phrase "how glorio

"Hey Michael Jackson's dead!I heard so on the radio"NO!! I couldn't believe my half deaf ears!!I took a moment to shake it off ,to convince myself that it couldn't have happened.I was waiting for my friend to say "just kidding".But she didn't and her face looked serious but unperturbed.As if!!Michael Jackson is a Universal Icon. C'mon !!Icons don't just die one fine morning.They are supposed to get really really old and pop in an out of news ocassionally ,fall really sick later and then maybe die,not abruptly as though God just accidentally stepped over a wire and unplugged Michael from the world and went 'oops!it was meant for later'. There was an argument on whether he was really dead or not or if it was some kinda publicity stunt or some really imaginative kid's idea of a joke.I took the ' he can't be dead just like that' side.The rest of the day was spent yakking about Michael Jackson.I just did not want to believ